rachel stempel / poem

i was given a tortoiseshell comb,

its frenzied teeth digging for a way in

hard & undeserving of love:

this prom updo i didn’t wear

at one point i took a bone saw,

reclaimed my primordial jaw

naturally,

i wanted openings

a runway

& as it split

the leg of the highest bidder,

skin-tagged & caught

in fishnet, went limp

from the vinyl cracked armchair

i god myself to death

hygiene is electric blue, heavy

menthol, good burn

i’ve felt it before, the heat of

perming solution

i know it’s not a real forever

then, a terrycloth slap

what summer is this, you ask,

you, who waits for partings

then, a terrycloth slap

i god,

i god

Rachel Stempel is a queer Ukrainian-Jewish poet based in Binghamton, NY.

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